yes.

the most hardcore thing ever

"awful" [original song]

i am sick and tired of hearing your voice
crashing up like waves
i just can't surface
every time i take a stand
you leave me no choice
but to shut back up
and shut back in
'cause you are the victim here
well
it isn't clear

'cause honestly
there is no way
to possibly escape today
as much as i want to leave this moment
it's always your voice inside my head saying:

i'm an awful person
no one cares
i am awful
simply terrible
don't you dare
come near